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I was just sitting here sobbing. I just burst into tears and cried and cried. I went to Portal 7 to look at myself, and I was not there. And then I looked at the rest of the portals and I still wasn't there. Everyone else was, but not me.
I felt so horrible. My brother asked me what my problem was, and I started sobbing that she'd taken me off the portals and that Matt was leaving. He said there, there.
I hadn't been thinking of you at all in the moments leading up to that, but that's what I said.
Ten minutes later, I showed up on portal 3. But you're still leaving. So I'm still sitting here crying.
I am a hormonal dipshit today.
I felt so horrible. My brother asked me what my problem was, and I started sobbing that she'd taken me off the portals and that Matt was leaving. He said there, there.
I hadn't been thinking of you at all in the moments leading up to that, but that's what I said.
Ten minutes later, I showed up on portal 3. But you're still leaving. So I'm still sitting here crying.
I am a hormonal dipshit today.
